Exciting Events coming up

I have not posted a blog in a while on this website so here is the downpour with how I am doing.First I always put the greatest love of my life first so first my spiritual walk with God,the one who saved me on having a second chance to live,if it was not for him I would not be here today.I have learned how to do something called SOAP from my psychologist. Yes I have psychiatric problems and I am on medicine for it but I don't plan to let it stand way of holding me in life any longer.I am going to step forward and move on not go backwards and back to group homes etc.Anyways you might be wondering what is SOAP?Let me explain what it is. First the S means scripture so what we do is read at least four chapters a day at your best given time day or night and take a particular scriptures such as John 15:1 "I am the true vine,and my father is the gardener.I picked it out randomly so then is O and we make a observation that we can meditate on the word,then A is how we apply what we meditated on in this case is john 15:1 and p is for prayer and how it will affect your day.
Secondly I have been volunteering at a hospital and also I have gotten accepted to Honolulu Community College to receive an AA in Liberal Arts-Religion. From there I will be heading on to a University in CA to become a pastor and open up a church probably in Hollywood for 2 reasons:1) Is to compel Asians from there religion to Christianity and 2)To offer services free to Hollywood to help balance their life and some counseling
How did I decide that is what I wanted to do with my life?Well let me tell you something:I never thought of being a pastor and committing my whole life that will surrender around him forever. I mean I have surrendered my life to him but to actually teach his word is what I mea. The way it happened was Pastor Kuna(One of the Pastors at my church) inspired me and then what happened was one night I was just praying a regular prayer you know thanking god for the day and so on then at the strike of midnight I committed a life of being a pastor. Obviously the Lord has faith in me that I can do this despite some issues and disabilities and that I can live on my own etc and I say that if the Lord has faith in me and had me to go after the career of a pastor then it must mean I can do it.THere has never been any doubt in me that has ever said Loreen can't do it.Like I tell my parents I don't care if I need to set up times with my professors every day,give up hula,singing,hula and staying up half of the night or to go to disability services I will get that AA and further.Why,because I am a child of God and I believe in myself